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Category: love

A beautiful process

Lines Depict­ing Sim­ple Hap­pi­ness The shine on her buckle took prece­dence in sun Her shine, I should say, could take me any­where It feels right to be up this close in tight wind It feels right to notice all the shiny things about you About you there is noth­ing I wouldn’t want to know With […]

I was born to love you, heart to heart”

We like to put the lit­tle guy to bed together. He tilts his Tiger pil­low pet against the pil­lows. I lie down on the left side of the bed, T. on the right, and the lit­tle guy squares off his sturdy shoul­ders and flops his legs from one of our thighs to the other, whispering […]

Nature’s aftermath

When nature wreaks destruc­tion, ele­ment con­fronts ele­ment. In the after­math, the residue lingers and hard­ens. Burnt wood defies decay. Ash wafts in the air. The insis­tence of fresh growth encum­bers the raw skele­tons with igno­rant radi­ance. When man wreaks destruc­tion, fear begets fear. His heart seeks out a hard shell, his hands crave indus­try, his mind […]

An Anniversary Wish to My Wife

The woods ran up to the edge of the pond and every Spring the snow melt would reveal old trees that had crashed to the ground in the Win­ter freeze. We would pick our way around the sod­den husks, pull rot­ten rot­ten branches loose and talk about which trunks would dry out firm and hard […]

The leitmotifs of metaphor

  There are images that stay fresh and imme­di­ate years after they first occur to you. These are the images that tell you how you see the world. Metaphoric leit­mo­tifs. They are words but they are so real that we don’t rec­og­nize them as words. Our wiring fires and takes us out of the time Now. […]

The lisp

  After spend­ing a year at a casual lit­tle place called The Red Feather School, I was sent off to pub­lic shool for sec­ond grade. It didn’t take long for the grown-ups at the school to take note of the kid who was always a cou­ple of beats off, looked con­fused and offered answers that were […]

I am strong because you are strong

I love you with every piece of my being. I’m inside you all the time. I am strong because you are strong. I see beauty because you are beau­ti­ful.  I can be open and gen­er­ous because you hold my heart gen­tly. You but­tress the peo­ple around you. I want you to know that I will but­tress you, I […]

Serendipitous Soul: A Serial Story — Part 4

Part IV: I Know I’m Los­ing You — Once?  You fucked her one time!  Just once?  You fucked her just once?  A lit­tle whore and you stuck your cock inside her and just once is sup­posed to mean some­thing?  Like that makes you a good guy?  Maybe that’s why you’re telling me its just once, because […]

A Mother’s Day Card for T.

This isn’t our nor­mal Mother’s Day. I didn’t get to the card store. We had to go to Ken­tucky to the Derby. We missed my niece’s First Com­mu­nion. The boys keep falling down while we’re gone and send­ing us texts with pho­tos of their ugly bruises. When you wake up this morn­ing, I want you […]

Serendipitous Soul: A Serial Story — Part 3

Part III: I Know I’m Los­ing You — Your love is fad­ing. — What? — I can feel your love fad­ing. It’s fad­ing away from me. — You don’t sound very orig­i­nal, Adam. — I’m not. — What is it then? — I thought you’d know. — Don’t give me a hard time. — The Temp­ta­tions. I played it for you the […]