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Category: love

The untimely death and timeless inspiration of Chris Al-Aswad

Love of beauty is Taste. The cre­ation of beauty is Art. Ralph Waldo Emer­son There’s a pur­pose to this great thing that the Inter­net has spawned beyond the cre­ation of com­merce engines, mar­ket­ing cam­paigns and wealth beyond our wildest imag­i­na­tion. The world has become too large, genius too widely dis­trib­uted, sto­ries too impor­tant and creativity […]

To my daughter who turns 21 today

We drove from Gran­ite Springs to Stam­ford in the mid­dle of the night. You were born in the midst of drama and fan­fare. I held you in the hos­pi­tal room, fell in love with you and have loved you ever since. I had to go home to walk McDou­gal. I drove back in the middle […]

Theo, in the living room…” An Excerpt

Theo, in the liv­ing room, evening light, soft time, muted gold, an eye wash of sun­light and inner life, the big photo album bal­anced gen­tly on his knees. Blonde hair across his face, hid­ing the curios­ity in his eye, match­ing gazes with the young woman in the pic­ture, head crowned in braids, skin fair and […]

Being open to the desire to create

How can I pos­si­bly artic­u­late the flame inside me? Can it ever relate to the world out­side? And if so, is it that I can­not help but take a step, yet will never make a cor­rect one? excerpted from the drm­stream Face­book page I could have asked this ques­tion once. My voice would have cracked, tears […]

Who was that angel?

Her name was Arline. She was my father’s mother. She died in 1949 when my father was 16. We knew very lit­tle about her grow­ing up. In the early 1980’s, after my grand­fa­ther died, a let­ter arrived at the house from my father’s aunt Marie who was six years younger than her sis­ter. My par­ents were […]

A sketch of a baby

Vision is the art of see­ing what is invis­i­ble to oth­ers. Jonathan Swift This sketch is easy to pass over.  It doesn’t con­form to our stan­dards of baby memorabilia…of pho­tographs in a lit­tle brag book or on our dig­i­tal phone, moments of “look here,” “isn’t that cute,” “ooh” and “ahh.” The sketch is an after­thought, pencil […]

She was an angel”

She’s young here, not yet 20, and her future isn’t writ­ten in her face. She’s expe­ri­enced sad­ness. Her father died when she was young and her fam­ily was reduced to a mean exis­tence, the froth and friv­o­lity of a town life erased by the shad­ows of ten­e­ment rooms. But she’s smart, pretty and deter­mined. She’ll continue […]

Making friends with a dragon

My Dragon One day as I was walk­ing I passed a secret cave carved in a moun­tain face, so I decided to go in. Inside the cave I heard a roar. I got a lit­tle scared but I kept going. Now I could see some­thing red. I wanted to run back but I was too […]

A butterfly swarm

When I still believed in fairies, I walked alone up a moun­tain in the west of Ire­land, the bog slip­ping away as I pushed along a faint trail past a hid­den lake and beyond a stony ridge. I believed I was some­one who walked alone in the wild, but I wasn’t. I was in a fevered […]

True love is the union of parallel paths

When­ever we find, in two forms of life that are unre­lated to each other, a sim­i­lar­ity of form or of behav­ior pat­terns which relates to more than a few minor details, we assume it to be caused by par­al­lel adap­ta­tion to the same life-preserving func­tion. Kon­rad Lorenz One hot Fri­day after­noon a long time ago […]