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Tag: faith

The Boy who became a Pastor

Last week a man was killed in a car crash in Uganda. He was a pas­tor. He was also one of the most mean-spirited and vicious peo­ple I have ever encoun­tered in my life. He made me ques­tion what Evil was. His death has prompted an out­pour­ing of sor­row from peo­ple touched by his min­istry and […]

Let me hold your hand and plan, while we wait together

I want you to keep your dig­nity,” I say. You look at me. I see the con­fu­sion, the blank stare, the quiver of panic that lingers at the edge of your eyes and in the taut skin below your jaw. “I know,” you say. But you don’t say any­thing else. I can barely con­trol what hap­pens inside me, […]

Big ideas, my personal zeitgeist and the erosive power of Ego

Last night I made a start at writ­ing this down, then fal­tered when I saw how late it was, real­ized that my mind wasn’t nearly quiet enough to go to sleep and ques­tioned whether the first few phrases that had formed in my mind were going to lead to any­where. This morn­ing I got out […]

Communion #2

A’s Com­mu­nion Through him With him In him In the unity of the holy spirit Unto the hour of death, And the echo of a long val­ley For ever and ever. Crepe paper light­ens my hand The flut­ter comes from the breath Of the word One sup­pli­ca­tion in this prayer To feel him A post­card From a […]

Communion #1

T’s com­mu­nion When I go to com­mu­nion hold my hand. The change in the air, The rus­tle of the heavy clothes, The scuff of shoes against the pol­ished slate, The soli­tary cough, The clap of the wood boards against metal stays, The mumur­ing up ahead, The swollen rota­tion of the bel­lows, The still­ness of the lift, […]