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Tag: religion

The Boy who became a Pastor

Last week a man was killed in a car crash in Uganda. He was a pas­tor. He was also one of the most mean-spirited and vicious peo­ple I have ever encoun­tered in my life. He made me ques­tion what Evil was. His death has prompted an out­pour­ing of sor­row from peo­ple touched by his min­istry and […]

The day love reached across the path

It starts sim­ply, in sep­a­rate places. The seed takes root.  It winds through the soil search­ing for mois­ture. The trunk sprouts soft and vul­ner­a­ble, then its hard case stiff­ens as the cold wind, bit­ing rain, steamy sun buf­fet it. The tree grows. Across the path, another tree grows too. Both trees spread their boughs wide, present […]

My father’s Christmas cheer

My father was always the last guy to buy a Christ­mas tree.  He explained that the prices were cheap­est the day before Christ­mas.  He didn’t dwell on how bad the selec­tion was. So we’d be dri­ving along the coun­try roads a day or two before Christ­mas, look­ing for a tree stand that was still open and […]

Love is life

Love is life. All, every­thing that I under­stand, I under­stand only because I love. Every­thing is, every­thing exists, only because I love. Every­thing is united by it alone. Love is God, and to die means that I, a par­ti­cle of love, shall return to the gen­eral and eter­nal source. Leo Tol­stoy A Russ­ian chapel, photographed […]

Decay & rejuvenation

An old tree came down at the edge of the prop­erty in a wind­storm. It sat below the cot­tage at the edge of the farm road. The base was mas­sive and marred with water bumps, knocks and scars. Time had thinned out the top, mak­ing it appear fore­short­ened against the sky. The trunks and branches […]

The dead tree in our path

On a trail I walk there is an old tree that has given up life but stands rooted stolidly in the ground. The trunk is thick and black. The sea­sons have embalmed it. The wood is so hard that the bark won’t break off in your hands. The boys pick up stray scraps that have been […]

Listening at the keyhole

Every writer is a man with one deaf ear and one blind eye, who is pos­sessed by a demon and unteach­able by any­body but him­self; a man who only half hears and half sees the world around him because for half his time he is absorbedly lis­ten­ing at the key­hole to his own Demon, examining […]

The Benedictine Order of the day is a model for mindfulness

An essen­tial step for­ward is the devel­op­ment of a fit­ting order of the day: a divi­sion of the day that gives a rhythm to the day, with a rea­son­ably fixed pat­tern of exer­tion and relax­ation, of spir­i­tual breath­ing in and breath­ing out, of order­ing one’s envi­ron­ment and moments when one is in touch with something […]

Yankee Stadium: the Budweiser logo & rain on the concrete wall at Monument Park

In the quiet of am empty cathe­dral, arche­types creep up on you. Yan­kee Sta­dium is that kind of place for a long-time base­ball fan. The imagery is mytho­log­i­cal; a mod­ern pan­theon of ordi­nary men who did un-ordinary things, who are held up in mem­ory as being some­thing more than men. Like Gods, they have their […]

Communion #2

A’s Com­mu­nion Through him With him In him In the unity of the holy spirit Unto the hour of death, And the echo of a long val­ley For ever and ever. Crepe paper light­ens my hand The flut­ter comes from the breath Of the word One sup­pli­ca­tion in this prayer To feel him A post­card From a […]